发作

忧郁症发作！

不过这次不是因为压力，而是无聊没事大哭。。。。。


我疯了！

狂唱歌，也不知道干吗的！

友谊的尽头

当一对男女，走到友谊的尽头，却不想要更进一步时，

这个世界又多了一对兄妹情。。。。。

对于当事人来说，其实也不算什么，因为不能就是不能，

虽然心痒痒的，知道不能之后，有一点小小的失望。。。

但是，

当事人会好好的活下去，直到有一天，遇到对的人！

接史

她很特别，

不知道如何形容的特别，

我们都是三八，很疯的那一种！

不要想否认，你是.........



双子座，很坏，却让人无法讨厌的星座！

算你狠！哈哈！

接史小姐~

挣扎

黄先生说，

我不是那种人，

多么希望我是,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

你好，我是矛盾的女人！

a story about her.

Tomoro is my final exam, but i cannot concentrate...
and i think of something, a story about  Bitter gourd.




i hate bittergourd, so much, so so much....

But one day, she told me that, she used to hate bitter-gourd too..
but until one day, she broke up with her first boyfriend,
who used to be relative of bitter-gourd..
after that day, she love to eat bitter-gourd,
she eat bitter-gourd, maybe to proof that she does not afraid to bitter-gourd.

she is strong, she hold herself up,
but the strong feeling to him is still there,
He is a shadow that will never go...
she hate him, so she eat the bitter-gourd.....
maybe she want him to get lost from her mind,

i try to understand her feelings, and i eat the bitter-gourd...
is so bitter, in my mouth, and in my heart..
you feel bitter i know,
and bitter-gourd is bitter i know,
but my dear, after u swallow, it is nothing.....

let him go, he is just a pass,
just like the time, that will never come back for anyone..........
don't live in the pass, it will only tutoring you..

my dear, accept the truth, accept now and your future life...
you will know the happiness that you never feel before.....
i want you to have the happiness, just like what i have now..

Please my dear,

i love you and i can eat bitter-gourd now too i think. : )

it

i should put "it" down!

i think i can do it if "it" disappear from my life..

i should stop looking for you,

i think i can, because you are so close yet so far,

i should forgot you,

but at least let me remember you were in my life AND in the deepest of my heart :)

and one more time i promise to myself

i will stop finding chance to see "it"

i swear :')

i know,

i loved you.

C.F.DAY

i miss him.

i hate him.

i am not happy today.

i feel so lonely today.

i am empty.

i feel like talk to another person.

i stopped.

complicated feeling.

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if something happen now, how?

my fault? or his?

cousin bro marry

my cousin bro marry! hehe......

and my job was take care of all the kids!

damn tired de lo!!!! one by one go toilet, i no need eat jor!

2011 hatyai trip!

every year my mom will bring us there,

to sembahyang~~~~~~@@

is quite scary, and she is just stand in front of me!

i bought sliper for my bro and boyfriend, and myself.

bought a lot of thing at there~~~~ damn cheap leh~

i love thailand's drinksss!!!!!

siong's bday

yeong yee siong birthday!

we go korean cuisine!

close eye siong with sharyl

siong er~~~ happy bday~

cannot wait for eat!

let me show u all ah siong's little kid photo!

very cute right?????

enenenenenenen!!! i agree with u all lo~

very cuteeeeeeeeeeeee lo!

no need thank you for my sharing lar!

you re welcome lar!

one day trip with my family

went to sekencan with my family and my mom's student

we do our own batik!

my aunt and her kids!

my father make this for me! ^^

empty bus! hahahhaa!

2nd from bf

the second time of my boy friend celebrate my bday!

one erm......... surprise!

is a shit inside a heart!

he love me!

i love him too! mua~

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my darling boy friend bought new phone, HTC sensation beats XL!
u know what! I love it! So I decide to buy a galaxy NOTE to fight with him! LOL!
I mean if I could afford! Give me two months! I want the S.G.NOTE!

Last year my bf bought me a lot of stitch!

And my bro just bought me a little key chain because he broke my bear bear key chain!

LOL! Is not a nice thing but ok lar! Love it also lor!

something like tis larr~~~~~^^

the eye make by paper de! weird~

I am in love with cartoon recently, imagine I watched two seasons of pokemon at home,

and the new episode of conan, and blah blah blah! A lot!

The sixth season of the GOSSIP GIRL, it make me sick! I din mean sick to it!

It really make me sick! I headache after watched that funny drama!

Is more complicated compare to last time!

I feel like to write a Chinese word to the director of that drama! (服)

that drama is just talking about few rich girls and boys, they are too free and nothing to do,

so they plan to find out someone invisible in life!

They spent a lot of time and money on it, on the way they find, they kena themselves! Woohoo!

Then final how I dunno, but is really super complicated to their relationship!

He love her, she love him, he love another one! Wow! I dunno who love who! @@

i will try my best not to watch it if i can! lol~

new year wish list

Oh ya! One more, I have my car now! Is my mom’s old car, but is mine now! Hehe!

Is happy in the first moment but not happy at all after that!

Haha, cause I have to fetch this fetch that! Lol!

My car is MANUAL, hahahhaha! Geng leh~~~

my friends say I am the only one girl friend drive MANUAL in their friendslist leh~

hahahaha! Feel so yeng for that, walk also got wind ah! :P

Seriously a lot of thing that I want for 2011, I have it almost everything!

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So now I will list a new list for 2012,
I wanted to do a lot of thing this year but I dunno what to do first!

And I am not sure whether I can do it or not!

1. Bracelet for my teeth (that call bracelet right? I dunno xD )

2. New cell phone, my iphone sot sot jor! I want a big size hp!

3. A beautiful case for my Gi Lin targeting MARC.J case recently! Still finding the ONE!

4. I want a Mulberry! Discount item also nevermind, my target is get a mulberry this year!

5. A new bag for everyday to college. Any bag!

6. Maybe straighten my hair, hehee!

7. Save money for next trips! (Tell loudly to my boyfriend! If can ho, I want go Singapore in the end of year to shoppin for 2013 new year clothes har! Hehe! Save money wor! )

This is the new wish list in 2012!

please ALBEE CHIN! I hope u can do it!

Although u dun hav rich parents, but u can do it urselves for everything! Right? Teeheee! ^_^

Jessie and his son!

I have a new friend in CLINIQUE who name Jessie lor!

She is a very nice girl and I love her and her son!

OMG! Is so fluffy I am gonna die is totally describing me (I mean when I saw her son! )

So so cute!

One of my target in my life, I want to have a baby as cute as hers! Heheee!

his photo when still baby~~~

this one is kindergarden le~~~~~ kawaiii~

they look so alike!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! exactly same face lo~

birthday with my lou gong

my lovely darling bring me go my favourite korean cuisine!

we are crazy! we order everything although there are just both of us!

we order

steam egg

kimchi soup

toboki~~~

korean mixed rice

the birthday gift from him is a red hardisk!

samsung portable s2~ red colour.

he also bought me some snack!

we wan to take photo together, but we lazy to go oposite! hahaha!
like tis also kind of capture together lo~

bday also :)

I get a wallet from my sista, although is just CHARLES & KEITH, but is ok! I accept!

(hahaha! Cause I told her I want a DKNY! But orang tu kedekut!

Sendiri guna CHANEL, belikan I Charles & keith pula, but thank you also lar! == haha )

And I bought a MACBOOK air for myself as 20 years old birthday gift in 2012.

woohooo! Is happy but nothing. Is not that HAPPY because is just a 11”!
but is ok la! I love it too! But I haven have a new name for my lappie!
let me think! Actually I want to call her Gi Lin,

(I watch pokemon almost every day when holidays! GiLin is one of the cute pokemon. )
but the stupid Kelvin eng say is YUCK! So let’s think again!

polaroid... :)

I get a chocolate Polaroid from three of my best friends!

And we have our dinner in SOLD OUT restaurant lor!

Very nice dinner~ quite good price har!

Very special lor!

Salmon wasabi pizza, shrimp spaghetti, lamb chop, and one more chicken chop I think!

Haha! Forgot!

he photo is in facebook! Will put it here also! But not now, LATER! Lol!

kELVIN ENG, JEAN WONG AND EILLEEEEEEEN LORH! Muackz! Love you guy lah!

(will upload the polaroid photo next time!)

my 2011 bday present

I get a couple of little stitch from my lovely MARCH PSYCHO!

My loupo Elaine COME go buy de lor! She knew I love stitch ma!

Lol~ and yeong yee siong lor! Give me a very fu hin de birthday celebration,

give me a slice of secret recipe and go mamak makan lor!

Hahahaha! But still happy with it, better than nothing ah ma!

and the special card from lou po lor~~~~~~~~ print and colour herself de!

i can feel the "ikhlas" from her lo~~~~ more than yys! LOL!

anyway, thank you u guys also lor! love you~~~~~^^