random

Is very funny when u rewind your memories.
I was afraid recently. I Dunno Why.
Is like afraid myself will away from this world.
Maybe is just temporary mood after I read some news and story
Accident, when will u know when u r leaving?
I dun mean, died, maybe PR to another country,
Study in another country, work in another country,

How if, the world end Tomorrow,  what I will do?
I did many things recently.
Everything I did was in damn peaceful mind.
Showing love to the one you do care,
Treat them good,
I Dunno Why I have this feeling Now,
I think this is one of the charac of low level of anxiety

I just feel like appreciate everything now
And I Dunno how long could I do
But I will try to do longer than I thought

You know who deserve your love,
When they appreciate you,
You will definitely feel it

20130424 1.00am Albee Chin

梦

今天，我又梦见你了

我们去了一个海底世界

我们可以在水里，呼吸

我们需要去抓美人鱼，才可以过关

所以我们一起在一间水里的酒店

走来走去

之后的，我都忘了

就这样

半年心得

六个月了，

我应该平均一个星期会梦见你一次，

很可怕吧

我也觉得很可怕，也很好笑

你就像从来没有离开过我的人生

每天我们一起做很好笑的事情

我想你，我可以告诉谁？

你好吗？我很想问你

我常常自己想，自己觉得很好笑

我们不见对方后，真的很像分手了的情侣

会哭，会想对方，会想我们之间发生的事

所以当朋友问我，你们怎么了？

我都说，我们分手了

大家都无言

 

疙瘩退散

可能你会觉得我很虚伪，很假
但真心的，每天看你的状态很开心，我都觉得很开心，
因为你过得很好，很明显的，你真的有在学习长大，
你交了很多朋友，常常跟他们出去，很开心
你长大的速度，比我快
这是我们当时的问题，你解决了，但我没有

我们一直不交新朋友，不接受新规则，
永远就在那个程度，
我有什么事，你替我想，你有什么事，我帮你做
这样的不好，我们停留了多久？

当时的我们都很极端，
都觉得对方有心机，虽然其实都没有。
只是暴露太多自己对别人的心机给对方知道，
我觉得你很心机很自私
你觉得我很很心机利用你
我和你的墙，有了
有了其实也好，朋友再好，也得有距离

你怕疙瘩？别怕，姐教你喊个口号，疙瘩就不在了
请跟着念三遍，相信我，他就不在了

疙瘩退散
疙瘩退散
疙瘩退散

相信我，他就不在了

这是原因

你应该还不知道为什么我们会变这样吧

你还记得吗？当你辞职不做后，

还多嘴告诉老板谁谁谁做票买东西

我问你，为什么要这样？

你说，随便，反正你不要做了

我问，那你有想过我吗？有想过你交给我的那一叠票吗？

你说，不会有事的

我真的很生气，

因为你已经走了，如果有事，也不关你的事

我真的没有想过，你，完全没有想过我

从那个时候，我开始生气，做令人讨厌的事

再让你讨厌的事，我也做

因为我天平，我也要你感受我的感受

可能对你来说，这是件小事

但其实，这是一件大事，因为他们如果保留证据，

是绝对足够让我进警察局的

之后，我们的勾当被发觉

虽然老板没有直讲，但默默的，我没有了工作，

基本上是，她查清楚后，请了新人，

把所有做过这件事的工作人员都换了

当我一想起，

就因为你一时的快乐，造成了所有人没有了工作，

我就没有办法原谅你

其实，每每想到这件事，我真的很生气

我哭了好久，我不明白，为什么你要这样

这样很好玩吗？

你应该很生气，为什么我不当面和你谈吧

我觉得我没有办法见你，我一定会大骂你一顿然后走掉

如果大骂你一顿然后走掉，应该我们就完了吧

不过，半年也过了，没有工作的生活也适应了

那件事就是火源，我们两个人生中的转折点

i'm ready

i am ready
no matter what you gonna say
no matter where she go
no matter where i go
i am ready

i am ready
i know i never regret to what i did
i know what we need
i know we should have spaces to think
i am ready

i know i am ready
and i am waiting.

SXGI

recently terrible news release in SEGI,
everyone need to pay rm1300 to SEGI except for the senior who left about half year to graduate.

unfortunately i left one year. thats mean i am one of them who need to pay 1300.

rm1300 is pay for the NEW online library which is consider a facility of college.
everyone remember that when we register,
the consultant and the registration form was state that we have pay rm800 for all facility.

in this few year, the facility that they state, we seldom use.
the only thing we could use is only library.
but not the books, is just the place to let us sit and do our homework.

WIFI- in past three years, SEGI KL wifi was block apple product.
no matter u have ipad ipod or iphone, you cannot detect any WIFI.
last year last sem, it started open for all...
for all the apple user, in past three years, why are we paying for the facility?
especially for the one never do homework in college.
what for you pay the facility?
for classrooom or air-conditioner?

one person for 1300 from march year 2010.
i believe there are more than 10000 people in SEGI MALAYSIA.

i was wondering how much is the online library. why 1300? LOL

i promise my mom
  I WILL NOT DO ANYTHING TO THIS unless peopleS are doing this

i feel like go to management and argue for this.
if management ignore us, feell like going MQA complaint,
if i really need to pay, then i feel like pulling SxGx to HELL with me!
TOP 3?????????
make it to newspaper, see how you maintain! FXXX

BUT everything is just in my mind and i cant do.
unless i meet someone with me!==zz F
bad feeling now...

发作

忧郁症发作！

不过这次不是因为压力，而是无聊没事大哭。。。。。


我疯了！

狂唱歌，也不知道干吗的！

友谊的尽头

当一对男女，走到友谊的尽头，却不想要更进一步时，

这个世界又多了一对兄妹情。。。。。

对于当事人来说，其实也不算什么，因为不能就是不能，

虽然心痒痒的，知道不能之后，有一点小小的失望。。。

但是，

当事人会好好的活下去，直到有一天，遇到对的人！

接史

她很特别，

不知道如何形容的特别，

我们都是三八，很疯的那一种！

不要想否认，你是.........



双子座，很坏，却让人无法讨厌的星座！

算你狠！哈哈！

接史小姐~

挣扎

黄先生说，

我不是那种人，

多么希望我是,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

你好，我是矛盾的女人！

a story about her.

Tomoro is my final exam, but i cannot concentrate...
and i think of something, a story about  Bitter gourd.




i hate bittergourd, so much, so so much....

But one day, she told me that, she used to hate bitter-gourd too..
but until one day, she broke up with her first boyfriend,
who used to be relative of bitter-gourd..
after that day, she love to eat bitter-gourd,
she eat bitter-gourd, maybe to proof that she does not afraid to bitter-gourd.

she is strong, she hold herself up,
but the strong feeling to him is still there,
He is a shadow that will never go...
she hate him, so she eat the bitter-gourd.....
maybe she want him to get lost from her mind,

i try to understand her feelings, and i eat the bitter-gourd...
is so bitter, in my mouth, and in my heart..
you feel bitter i know,
and bitter-gourd is bitter i know,
but my dear, after u swallow, it is nothing.....

let him go, he is just a pass,
just like the time, that will never come back for anyone..........
don't live in the pass, it will only tutoring you..

my dear, accept the truth, accept now and your future life...
you will know the happiness that you never feel before.....
i want you to have the happiness, just like what i have now..

Please my dear,

i love you and i can eat bitter-gourd now too i think. : )

it

i should put "it" down!

i think i can do it if "it" disappear from my life..

i should stop looking for you,

i think i can, because you are so close yet so far,

i should forgot you,

but at least let me remember you were in my life AND in the deepest of my heart :)

and one more time i promise to myself

i will stop finding chance to see "it"

i swear :')

i know,

i loved you.

C.F.DAY

i miss him.

i hate him.

i am not happy today.

i feel so lonely today.

i am empty.

i feel like talk to another person.

i stopped.

complicated feeling.

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if something happen now, how?

my fault? or his?

cousin bro marry

my cousin bro marry! hehe......

and my job was take care of all the kids!

damn tired de lo!!!! one by one go toilet, i no need eat jor!

2011 hatyai trip!

every year my mom will bring us there,

to sembahyang~~~~~~@@

is quite scary, and she is just stand in front of me!

i bought sliper for my bro and boyfriend, and myself.

bought a lot of thing at there~~~~ damn cheap leh~

i love thailand's drinksss!!!!!

siong's bday

yeong yee siong birthday!

we go korean cuisine!

close eye siong with sharyl

siong er~~~ happy bday~

cannot wait for eat!

let me show u all ah siong's little kid photo!

very cute right?????

enenenenenenen!!! i agree with u all lo~

very cuteeeeeeeeeeeee lo!

no need thank you for my sharing lar!

you re welcome lar!

one day trip with my family

went to sekencan with my family and my mom's student

we do our own batik!

my aunt and her kids!

my father make this for me! ^^

empty bus! hahahhaa!

2nd from bf

the second time of my boy friend celebrate my bday!

one erm......... surprise!

is a shit inside a heart!

he love me!

i love him too! mua~

no title

my darling boy friend bought new phone, HTC sensation beats XL!
u know what! I love it! So I decide to buy a galaxy NOTE to fight with him! LOL!
I mean if I could afford! Give me two months! I want the S.G.NOTE!

Last year my bf bought me a lot of stitch!

And my bro just bought me a little key chain because he broke my bear bear key chain!

LOL! Is not a nice thing but ok lar! Love it also lor!

something like tis larr~~~~~^^

the eye make by paper de! weird~

I am in love with cartoon recently, imagine I watched two seasons of pokemon at home,

and the new episode of conan, and blah blah blah! A lot!

The sixth season of the GOSSIP GIRL, it make me sick! I din mean sick to it!

It really make me sick! I headache after watched that funny drama!

Is more complicated compare to last time!

I feel like to write a Chinese word to the director of that drama! (服)

that drama is just talking about few rich girls and boys, they are too free and nothing to do,

so they plan to find out someone invisible in life!

They spent a lot of time and money on it, on the way they find, they kena themselves! Woohoo!

Then final how I dunno, but is really super complicated to their relationship!

He love her, she love him, he love another one! Wow! I dunno who love who! @@

i will try my best not to watch it if i can! lol~