wow

today, i feel very happy.......
i know a lot of friends in PJCAD, kelv's college...
Caryn, Eddie, Jordan, Simon, Cute Joey, Fiona, and others........
is just WOW...............
i am so so so so happy to know them...
they are just same crazy as me......

especially Eddie..He sing well....WOW........
hope can go sing k with him...........

then i teach kelvin go pasar seni......
then he realize that i become very strong in knowing the road...
i wont sesat in KL i think....NOW.....hahaa.........

Then today presentation... I think i mess up everything...
A very serious Exam after me, it become GAMES.....
is my fault..........SORRY sir~~
I am crazy and hyperactive today...........*sob
they take the video when i talk........
so embarassing.,...........i hope i wont saw my video in FB....
ALLELUYA........... AMITOFO.........

then the UNFORGETTABLE things is....
i watch Crossing Henessy and i feel like want go die........
WTH is that CRAP movie..........
what is it talk about? what happen?
i love Jacky Cheung and Tang Wei..........
but that movie destroy some of their image........

jacky looks old!!!!!! Y my lengzaii Jacky become like this?
TangWei, a very beautiful girl...
i feel that the movie is just pulling down both of the main character,,,

haizz............this movie make my mood down for whole night........
screw my mood!!! i really would like to know who is that director...
oh gosh...........
i am just wasting my time in the cinema and
watch something i dunno what is they doing there..........

feel like want to cry..........this movie make me EMO......
tonight is not a good night.....
i hope tomoro will be better,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

good night. X.O.X.O B

空虚

今天我觉得很空虚．．．
我中学的小朋友们今天在网上找我．．．
突然唤起了我的记忆．．．
我好想念他们！！！　
我忘了去关心我在中学的妹妹～～～
对不起～我还是爱你的～～～

我要回我的学校！！我要探望他们～～

为了不让自己白活了，我决定多多关心身边需要关心的朋友...
让自己的生活过得更有意义！！！！！
不知道为什么最近说话总是这样．．．
好像立遗嘱似的．．．（天啊～我马上拍桌子了！！）

最近每天都跟凯威在一起．．．
每天都做功课做功课～～
哈哈～～～可是日子过得还不错～～

还有，我前天拿到了新L♥V 的包包～～
wuuuhoooo~~~

开心～～我变成无知妇女了～～
收集包包狂～～

呵呵～～～
晚安♥

never?

Actually, today i feel quite disappointed to her...

i thought everything will just keep going smooth...

last time she promise me will do everything....

but today she told me, nope, she never said that.....

and a person beside say"YA albee,SHE NEVER."

in this situation, seems like the one who wrong is me...

but no...is she...

she is the one who just simply make a decision and effect everything...

but i am lucky... my frienss trust me,

they heard her promise me that day........

so they know is not my fault...

hweeee............ lucky me~

my frienssss.............your make me love you~~

thank you!! muackzzzzzz ^3^

病晕

tomoro is MARCH PSYCHO's 1st carnival in SEGI...

i am worrying.......... afraid for everything....

but i know i have my friend....

they all will be with me if anything happen......

just now i only realize that i sick.

my sister touch me and ask why i am so hot.....

then i only know.........oh my god......

i didnt open umbrella for once only ma.....

i m sick. but i am not going to tell my friend......

and i am not going to tell anyone.....

because i want to go carnival tomoro.......kekee.......

i feel like everything is moving around me.....

i am sleepy..... i feel hot.... i feel like dying........

but cant tell........... wait carnival over 1st........

wait tomoro i finish my assignment and MOVIE.....

then only i tell....kekee........

u know what?
i am going to introduce myself again once.........

I am ALBEE.
You can call me B, bee, BB, alb,or dear..............

I am B, and i am 18.

i think i have kind of personality disorder.
i dunno how to explain about this.
Everyone will have chance to encounter this kind of problem...
when you are in front of different friend, you will have different personality.

for example, ME.
i have many friends.
calculate the gangs...

1. Kelvin - I am a evil in front of him. i am bad.
but i care him much. i love K.

2. Eilleen - I am kind of children in front of her.
She take care of me, and we always like to "teh" each others.

3. YY - I am kind of stupid in front of him.
i am a naughty girl.

4. when i face children - i am a strict girl. i scold them.

5. wakino - i am a naughty girl that they love.

6. college - i m a naughty and chidish girl.

after i type out all of this, i feel confused.
what am i? how am i? i dun understand myself.
i know i am a quite mature person. i think much.

but i like to be a children. i dun like to settle problem.
i dun like to be a superwoman that need to take care ppl.

ALBEE ALBEE ALBEE ALBEE ALBEE ALBEE chin.

dun like to be serious. dun like to work. only love money.

GREAT! no one will love people like this. so i changed.

now i am childish, i work, i am serious.

B.

X.O.X.O

1st out going with college friends

Tomoro we are going to celebrate elaine's birthday~
i am very excited about it!!!
this is the first time i celebrate my college frien's birthday~
i will try my best to do it.....

after 22 hours, i m going to celebrate her bday...
but now still left 22 hours only,
already 3 person told me that, they cant come...

reasons
sir vijay - his mom is in hospital. (acceptable..)

anne - she have a program tomoro. (erm.. can accept la..)

LEO - i dun wan to go (i cant accept it!!)

i can guess it......i know he wont go...
but i hope he can give me a better reason...
"i dun wan to go" what a crap reason!!!
this is the worse reason i ever hear........

we still have 4 years to go, but i cant stand him.....
but i know he has the same feeling as me too...

what should i do? haizz........
i hate him now..............
(only for few minutes,u know i cant hate ppl for long)

BUT
i still have to let our birthday princess to be happy~
i will try my best this times~~~

^^love you guys, xcept L.

NEW ME ♥

I have my new hair style~
i know is CRAZY to style my hair in PD.

BUT,

is just......WOW~ after a day, i only realize it is nice!!!!!

I LOVE IT!!!!



my hair stylish~~~ I ♥ YOU!!!!!
thank you very much~~~





People said I CHANGE.
did I ?

今天

其实也不能说，我没有烦恼，没有原因的压力.......
说实在，我很压力...我也非常明白了解，压力打何处来....
其实是我妈....

我是一个容易受我在乎的人影响的.........
她的一句话一个举动都可以带动我的心情....

今天，她只是一句，
你不会去问你的朋友，你的朋友不是很厉害的吗？

我整个不爽....
你说我没跟你沟通，我就来找你说话，你却跟我讲这些有的没的....
天啊.........

虽然我知道你的行为，是一种轻微型的吃醋，但是我受不了.....
还好你之后有回答我，不然我今晚应该睡不着了吧....


今天我又去逛街了......

马来西亚的购物中心好少哦...........

好无聊.................

没事干

近来我觉得很空虚~

因为上课好像不是上课，是和老师谈天~

每天一没有课都出去玩...........................

花了很多钱~

可是很开心~

我在过什么样的日子？没有上课没有工作~

怪怪地~~~


只记得一个台词~

老爸我没事干我没事干~~~

感觉篇

如果要说，我对你一点感觉都没有....
那个绝对会是骗人的......

人与人之间，一定会有感觉...
就看在是哪一种感觉，该放进哪一个文件......

我对你，是一种很深，但却可以放得下的感觉.

就跟爱有一样的说法，
人与人之间，一定会有爱...
就看在是哪一种爱，该怎么去分辨，该怎么去看待.....


我对你有感觉，我也爱你...
可是我可以分辩得很清楚，我们不会在一起....
虽然不可以在LOVE路发展，但我们一定可以在友情road开发......