Happy CNY Eve

Happy Chinese New Year EVE~

erm....
i juz want to say that,
my hair........is not my hair.....
it is black but it is red......
i dunno how to say.....juzzzz watever.....

is going to new year le.....
having a new hair to welcome my chinese new year...

my best frien lingling today went Penang alread...
when she sms me and said she is on the way to Penang..
I feel so much that i MISS her o.....
same to Kelv...I miss him too.......

that is a kind of feeling that will make a person feel lonely..
but i know u all are not leaving...is juz left for few days.....
i m addicted to ur.....
i cant imagine how i going to live in this world without ur.....
this is not a good sign.....

i m very excited to Chinese New Year...
But not so too,cause the second day of new year,
i have to went work........
a little regret to take the new year JOB...
but watever.................ntg de.....
Ka Qin Ka QIN~~~~~
then i have my money i have my happy.........

waiting for my money appear.........
money money hoooome~~~~
come into my homeee~~~

GONG XI FA CAI~~~

CNY b Chanel B

Today i off,tomoro i off..
but i have no plan at all..........

yesterday happen something not happy,
Kelv sms me and need my help...
he said that Melissa put his plane and not coming work..

then,think for long long time,
erm.......sei jiu sei la.....
then i help kelv to take that job,and put my Laneige plane...

Now,i m going to be Chanel Baby......


u know wat??i juz lost my RM160 perday JOB....
watever.......Chanel also not BAD de.......

Chanel jiu Chanel laaaaaaa........

他XXXX的

天啊~~~
超生气超生气超生气！！！！

我没有办法跟他沟通！！！
讨厌阿！！！！！！！！！！！！
年纪又大过人，脾气又小朋友样-.-

不要生气不要生气，陈洁颍！！！
哦买尬~~~~~~~

讲话都受不了了，何况是坐在他旁边两个小时！！
鸡蛋糕..........................

阿龄呵！！！！！救命啊............-.-


上面那张照片真的不是普通的丑....
[不过，越丑越好，呵呵...]
脸又肿，眼又肿，还有什么没肿吗？？？-.-

给某失恋的

当我知道他放不下他的前女友那一刻，
我心已经死了....

我怕了...这次我真的怕了.....
不会再乱乱爱上任何一个人，不会再陷下去......

他很累，很累很累，真的很累......
他不是一个健康的人....

看到这一个状况的他，反而我更想帮他...
可以不要这样吗？
你也只是人，你会伤心你会累，
有必要这样每天过这种生活，糟蹋自己的健康吗？
喝酒吸烟不睡觉，你是人吗？？

放不下，就努力把她要回来......
要不了，就努力把她忘掉阿......
我知道很难，但是，你只有这两个选择.....
你怎样都得选，只是时间上的差别.......



反而对于我，只有一个选择，
不能爱上你.....

今日事

今天九点一起床，我就到楼下去看看状况......
没事..........我又上楼去继续睡觉......
到了十二点，爸爸叫我起床去验血.......
厄厄厄厄厄厄........
无端端就去验血，打针我最怕了......

姐姐先被抽血，医生说姐姐没有运动，很难找血管...
看到姐姐被抽血，很怕！！！！
到我了.....[我有运动的...没事...]
结果！！医生说，"this one worst...."
呜呜呜呜呜呜呜~~~~~~~~我明明有运动.....

医生一直找不到血管，
右手不能换左手，左手不能换右手......
花了几个针，插了这里不行，换针再插另一个手...
那个针一直插不进血管........医生找不到.....
最后在我的手背下手.......

医生说，"this will be more pain then hand...."
呜呜呜呜呜呜~~~~~手已经够痛了啦！！！
还要插手背.......T.T
结果回到家，我的手上有很多酒精棉......

回到家，马麻开榴莲吃~~~
之后开巧克力吃~~~~~~~
天啊...连续几天没睡美容觉了，豆豆都出来了......
现在巧克力和榴莲都来攻击我！！！！！
算了，吃了再算.......

之后三点，我又睡觉............
直到傍晚发恶梦，吓醒了!!!!什么烂梦嘛！！！
[很可怕，不过忘了....]

起来后，吃晚餐，然后去逛街...........
这个生活，算美好？还是无聊？

今日感言

每个人到了这种关头，都会这样...
就像我一样，我今天竟然在讲我最爱的好朋友的坏话...

我的朋友有阻止我，我也有慢慢的停止了的现象...
不过，我还是说完了....

当我回到家的时候，回想起前一分钟的话...
我在说什么啊？？？

想着想着，大概每个人都是那么的自私的...
到了自己状况不好的时候，都会想办法踩低别人...
[不要觉得自己没有这么做...因为你有...]
当自己被说做不到一件事的时候，
人类第一个会想的东西，
一定是，“你会吗？你不会不要出声....”

人类都不喜欢看到同类比自己厉害...

今天是我的错，我不该说那些话的...
我想当作没说过，但是不可能了...说了就是说了...
有什么后果就要乖乖承受.............

人类就是喜欢嫉妒.......
你好的时候，我嫉妒你，我好的时候，你嫉妒我....

要习惯................................................

my uniform

i get my uniform...
n this is all my senior...........

i will wear something like them
juz like a doctor when u open de button,
and like a nurse when u close the button...

kaka.......................
have a look..........

i only know karen n po ai...
haha.............

alone

Today i become skin consultant of C brand....
i know how to consult ppl's skin...
and how to cure their face.....
i can explain n present to the customer...

the advantage of it, is i got my own uniform,
and i can work for them whenever they need me..
i can have more friends...
i know how to do skincare for myself and for my friend..

the disadvantage is,
everyday after finish my work to home..
my sisters n mother will ask me to skin care them..
i have to do the same thing everyday for them..
mask mask mask, hydrate hydrate hydrate
gel gel gel, cleanser cleanser cleanser....
gosh.....so boring to the skin care things......eeeu......

i feel so depress,down....
i cant call my dad n my whole family to fetch me...
when i m alone at the KTM at night......
i even cant call anyone that can fetch me......
wat feelingz is this? lonely.......

today i feel lonely..
i want a person to accompany me....
but there have no person.........
kelvin is "busying"
ling is "homing"
yeeyin is "working"
torng is "schooling"
vivian is "bz smsing"

i know vivian try to make many activities..
but sorry....i cant afford it now...
i m still new in using money to entertain myself.....
go sing k movie shoppin everyday.....
[i know i do it too,but i will not do it in happy hour-.-]

thankyou, but i m still feeling alone...
wish that i will be happy tomoro......
movie with my friens............

x.o.x.o BB

happy

because of work,
i m too tired n lack of time to blog...

Wat m i doing recently?
work.
Is it HAPPY?
happy.

WHY?
because today i have been fired by my permenant...
dun try to feel sad for me,sorry..
i feel very happy...since that she bully me and
give me different "suprise" everyday,
make me feel that i love study so much..

say truthly actually not fired la...
cause i know wat i done will get wat kesan.
so i wish to be fired more than i say
"I DON'T WANT TO DO IT ANYMORE"
[no reason] i feel so TQ to her..

beside,Lets talk something happy..
but i dont know whether this is happy or sad..
My February is FULLY booking by clinique wor..
in fact,Laneige BOOK me 1st de..
but Clinique's permanant very geng...rompak me from L.
yeng...[**clap hand**]
why sad ler? Cause i decided to take a rest for 1or2 week de..
but i have no chance...work work work..
watever..............

Today is 26/1...i went clinique Office to training...
feel so happy for it...all ppl are so nice.......
wish i will be very good after this......
WISH...

Good Night. X.o.X.o

complicated mood

i have so many thing to write today,
but only can write the thing that i still remember:))

----today yeeyin n eilleen work with me
i feel happy for it^^
i make up for them too...love them.....

----today i feel pressure,cause a girl that very good,
told me that cosmetic world is not that easy i think....
everyone is in selfish thinking,a naive kid have to be kful..
if i still playplay like wat i did today,
scare i will be bend by the FM...

----today i realize that,i m a very negative girl...
my thinking is 100% negative toward LOVE...
so i decided to throw away the negative
and become positive Albee..
Albee or not Albee, thats the question...

----today i wrote something in my little notebook
i m going to traslate into my broken english
and write here...
I m very happy that i can make u happy indirectly..
although i will not love u anymore,but dun worry...
u will be in a corner that hide in my deep heart......
I think it was my illusion...because i could smelt u....
terrible feeelingzz........

----Mr.Kelvin will get his whole space n time....
because i decided not to disturb him anymore.....
excluded i need him to fetch me....
because yeeyin say,ppl in love need privacy...
so i m trying to control myself to less disturb him...
i hope u can happy ever after....love you,B.

----Today,i have a conversation with miss Vivian..
After it, she give me a suggestion and i m going to on it..
accept the HIM who i like him 50%........
waiting for the HIM appear in my life...........

----i m so care about my LOVE,
because i had heard so many love story today...
they have so many romantic life....
how about me?why don't i just have a life like them?
they are so happy.........
so...Albee,u have to be positive!!!!^^

----i want to study,i don't want to work..
PR or event management?
TW or MY?

---- i want to be a cool dressing girl...
1stly must start from hair 1st......
curly or straight?
rebonding 1st or dye 1st?
who can tell me the answer????

----i found a man that is a good man...
i know i can love him very much..
but i stopped myself that day...and i destroy it tooo..
NOW,i feel very regret,hope he will come back to me..
As Shaine said,
if he is not urs,he is not going to be urs..
if he is urs, nobody can stopped it...
the important thing is u have try ur best to get ur love.....
shaine,u make me awake!!!!love u so much:)) thank you..

----i love a phone in branded CSL,
and it is pink in colour and only in RM200...
i dunno wat is CSL,
then today i only know it is a MY brand....
still considering want buy onot.....
love it because it is cute....

----everytime when i break, i will go ss Zen...
because i have my new friend there....
i love them so much......
i hope i can work there with them....
a place that have no pressure no big rules..
only happy n crazy there.......
but, they are full...cannot hire any parttime anymore...
feel so sad bout it:(( but nvm...
i still can break over there, with a FREE greentea..

----i want to watch Hai Pai Tian Xin..
But i cant download....computer sot jor.....
i want to watch arrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!

---- i am waiting for my salary...
then i will be shopaholic at least once a week...
i love to be shopaholic.....
set my new hair, buy clothes, high tea, movie, sing k...
oh my....i just cant wait for it!!!!!!!
8 days more...
then i can run away from this horrible G brand...
and i wont come back anymore. i Swear :)))