不要惹我

活了十七年，今天才真正了解自己...
原来，我肚子饿的时候会想发脾气.....

当我心情不好的时候，去吃饭就会开心....
当我觉得很累很不舒服的时候，就会想哭....

今天我又想发脾气，又想哭....
因为我又饿又累....

很不幸运的，出现第一个让我飙起火的家伙...
说来载我却没来....
我不是一个很有时间概念的人....
但是我最讨厌人家迟到...
手一伸，打的回家....

再加上一路回家遇到的问题........
回到家一直都没有表情.......
吓到我妈以为我在学校给人欺负...

我真的不想再一直这样..........
这样下去不是办法.....
该好好想想该怎么办........

HIS birthday present.

I Want to write about Kelvin.

His birthday i did my best to make him happy.
the birthday list from him,
i already bought all of it,(except those Branded item,e.gPRADA)
OF COURSE,not only me that bought for it.

There are a lot of friendss that giv money.
Such as,
Jean,MOO,Wen feiy,YeeYin,Vivian,KuanKuan,YiLing,Albee=ME.
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Leong bought him a MASK.

Jean bought a tiktik for him.actually COST a lot.

MOO n WenFeiy give him a ANGPAO.

YeeYin Albee ViVian LingLing bought him alot too.
A eye lashes lengthen liquid,A Concealer and a bag to put the gift in.

VIvian bought a box of Sweet for him.
The sweet that he LOVE.

KuanKuan bought a lovely Name,Kelvin's Key chain.

WenXin is going to buy him a NIKE botol.

His Dad bought him a Iphone. (His phone's cloth name Taylor.)

His Mom bought him a cardigan and a MNG Bag.
(O.S we bought the same bag.)
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Really,He get everything that he want.
Everything.
two more things that haven buy at his birthday list.
I think i will bring him a Shoppin mall and buy it.
Now only left two more things.
A hanger and a Paul Frank Earphone.

I wont Pay it,But i will force him to pay himself.

Happy Birthday to U,KELVIN.

1st time Go SEGI.

it is real,but feel like unreal...
I am online-ing at PC-56 that in my College now...

I am going to start my college life next week,
i feel nervous but i am not nervous?

xD complicated mood,happy n excited.even scare.

So now....

I am just waiting for my college consultant to finish his class..
actually,he just went for his class...3mins before..

Wat can i do when i wait him ler?
before now,i decided to go mid valley to wait for Kelvin,
but he is not going home tonight.

then i decided to call KuanKuan,
cause he said he want to go TAYLOR,
but i forget about SEGI is far away from TAYLOR.

So how???
WAIT LO..

JEFF AHHH...
I cannot how le...cause he already ponteng his class for ME.
tonight he got a class,but to send me home,he PONTENG.

very paiseh de...
THANKYOU laa..^^MY mom love you so much o....

K's 2010 Bday

Thanks for my frien to accompany me for this few days...
i feel better much now...

of course, thank you my mom,
ur support suprising me and i can feel the Love from U...
Thankyou,I Love U.

Today,the happiest thing is I DRIVE.
Our MR.KuanKuan let me drive his car...
Love him so much...hahaa...

but when he drive hor,i sit beside him feel weird..
like a little boy taking me by a car....
a feel like,he is playing,erm...he is playing a toys with me...
hahaa...the feelingz very weird laa..
Thankyou laaa.....

OF course,Happy birthday to our MR.K
U r 18 years old now,
I can sure u r CLUB-Bing now with your SIS...
sorry that i cant accompany you clubbing...
Next Time only go with u,ok?
EEEnjoyy urself laa:))

Happy Birthday to you,love you....muackzzz

i only have one thinking in my brain - i want to die

today

Today,I m still crying...
althought it alread pass for two days...
i thought i can handle it...but seems that i cant....

my sis didnt say anything to hurt me,she wrote...
"..."
i even cant write out wat is the "..."
i cant.......i juz non-stop crying.....
i stopped.but she made me cry again.....
headache and cant think.

kelv is not online...he hav work,he hav to sleep..
i cant call him now.....
wat can i do now........
my room's corner is full of my tear.......
who can stop my tear paip pls.....i hate itttt.............

anyone?talk to me please.......

Tjun & 9/9

A new Promise with Tjun at 9/3


"God bless that guy found his man 6 months later..."
"please have a man before 9/9~"


then i can get my free Tenji from him.....
yes~

Tjun~jiayou!!

K's Bday Plan^^

I m not happy these daysss...
and i had did so many things to make myself busy...
i dun wan to think about that anymore...

i want me back...
so juz throw the bad romance away,
let me plan for kelv's birthday~~^^

i m so suprise that,
i juz realise i din take photo with him long time lee...
then think think har....oh...i din see him long time leee...
I Miss Him~

attention everyone...
PPL that will attend the K's birthday,
1.Albee
2.of course,Kelvin
3.LingLing
4.Torng
5.Jean
6.Vivian
7.YeeYin
8.WenFeiy
9.Moo
10.Tjun[will pay but din come with us]

anyoneelse want to go pls inform me o...
transport self-service o..No transport provide that day...

I already set all the present that u have to buy,
so u no need to think so many loo....

IF u haven know wat u have to buy,come find me...
FB me also can.....I will tell u de....

seee...i so good ar...buy wat also think for u all ar...hahaaa...
anything juz come and find me baa...
i will settle it de^^

and that day u at least have to bawa rm100 oo...
if not i scare u cant follow our plan...

everybody!!! standby o..............

Wait Life

One whole month didnt write my blog..
wat happen to me?hahaha........
usually i wrote it everyday...

wat i want to say?Erm.......
My life is waiting.....full of waiting.....

i m waiting for my salaary.....
i m waiting for my result day....
i m waiting for my driving exam......
i m waiting for my LOVE.....


wait wait wait....
i feel depressed to wait for it....
but wat can i do if i don't want to wait.....


I want something that make me feel real.....
is not ntg like wat i doing now....

everything that i did is juz like Gassess,
u cant see and couldn't remember......

i m empty now,who can make me full pls...