今日事

今天九点一起床，我就到楼下去看看状况......
没事..........我又上楼去继续睡觉......
到了十二点，爸爸叫我起床去验血.......
厄厄厄厄厄厄........
无端端就去验血，打针我最怕了......

姐姐先被抽血，医生说姐姐没有运动，很难找血管...
看到姐姐被抽血，很怕！！！！
到我了.....[我有运动的...没事...]
结果！！医生说，"this one worst...."
呜呜呜呜呜呜呜~~~~~~~~我明明有运动.....

医生一直找不到血管，
右手不能换左手，左手不能换右手......
花了几个针，插了这里不行，换针再插另一个手...
那个针一直插不进血管........医生找不到.....
最后在我的手背下手.......

医生说，"this will be more pain then hand...."
呜呜呜呜呜呜~~~~~手已经够痛了啦！！！
还要插手背.......T.T
结果回到家，我的手上有很多酒精棉......

回到家，马麻开榴莲吃~~~
之后开巧克力吃~~~~~~~
天啊...连续几天没睡美容觉了，豆豆都出来了......
现在巧克力和榴莲都来攻击我！！！！！
算了，吃了再算.......

之后三点，我又睡觉............
直到傍晚发恶梦，吓醒了!!!!什么烂梦嘛！！！
[很可怕，不过忘了....]

起来后，吃晚餐，然后去逛街...........
这个生活，算美好？还是无聊？

今日感言

每个人到了这种关头，都会这样...
就像我一样，我今天竟然在讲我最爱的好朋友的坏话...

我的朋友有阻止我，我也有慢慢的停止了的现象...
不过，我还是说完了....

当我回到家的时候，回想起前一分钟的话...
我在说什么啊？？？

想着想着，大概每个人都是那么的自私的...
到了自己状况不好的时候，都会想办法踩低别人...
[不要觉得自己没有这么做...因为你有...]
当自己被说做不到一件事的时候，
人类第一个会想的东西，
一定是，“你会吗？你不会不要出声....”

人类都不喜欢看到同类比自己厉害...

今天是我的错，我不该说那些话的...
我想当作没说过，但是不可能了...说了就是说了...
有什么后果就要乖乖承受.............

人类就是喜欢嫉妒.......
你好的时候，我嫉妒你，我好的时候，你嫉妒我....

要习惯................................................

my uniform

i get my uniform...
n this is all my senior...........

i will wear something like them
juz like a doctor when u open de button,
and like a nurse when u close the button...

kaka.......................
have a look..........

i only know karen n po ai...
haha.............

alone

Today i become skin consultant of C brand....
i know how to consult ppl's skin...
and how to cure their face.....
i can explain n present to the customer...

the advantage of it, is i got my own uniform,
and i can work for them whenever they need me..
i can have more friends...
i know how to do skincare for myself and for my friend..

the disadvantage is,
everyday after finish my work to home..
my sisters n mother will ask me to skin care them..
i have to do the same thing everyday for them..
mask mask mask, hydrate hydrate hydrate
gel gel gel, cleanser cleanser cleanser....
gosh.....so boring to the skin care things......eeeu......

i feel so depress,down....
i cant call my dad n my whole family to fetch me...
when i m alone at the KTM at night......
i even cant call anyone that can fetch me......
wat feelingz is this? lonely.......

today i feel lonely..
i want a person to accompany me....
but there have no person.........
kelvin is "busying"
ling is "homing"
yeeyin is "working"
torng is "schooling"
vivian is "bz smsing"

i know vivian try to make many activities..
but sorry....i cant afford it now...
i m still new in using money to entertain myself.....
go sing k movie shoppin everyday.....
[i know i do it too,but i will not do it in happy hour-.-]

thankyou, but i m still feeling alone...
wish that i will be happy tomoro......
movie with my friens............

x.o.x.o BB

happy

because of work,
i m too tired n lack of time to blog...

Wat m i doing recently?
work.
Is it HAPPY?
happy.

WHY?
because today i have been fired by my permenant...
dun try to feel sad for me,sorry..
i feel very happy...since that she bully me and
give me different "suprise" everyday,
make me feel that i love study so much..

say truthly actually not fired la...
cause i know wat i done will get wat kesan.
so i wish to be fired more than i say
"I DON'T WANT TO DO IT ANYMORE"
[no reason] i feel so TQ to her..

beside,Lets talk something happy..
but i dont know whether this is happy or sad..
My February is FULLY booking by clinique wor..
in fact,Laneige BOOK me 1st de..
but Clinique's permanant very geng...rompak me from L.
yeng...[**clap hand**]
why sad ler? Cause i decided to take a rest for 1or2 week de..
but i have no chance...work work work..
watever..............

Today is 26/1...i went clinique Office to training...
feel so happy for it...all ppl are so nice.......
wish i will be very good after this......
WISH...

Good Night. X.o.X.o

complicated mood

i have so many thing to write today,
but only can write the thing that i still remember:))

----today yeeyin n eilleen work with me
i feel happy for it^^
i make up for them too...love them.....

----today i feel pressure,cause a girl that very good,
told me that cosmetic world is not that easy i think....
everyone is in selfish thinking,a naive kid have to be kful..
if i still playplay like wat i did today,
scare i will be bend by the FM...

----today i realize that,i m a very negative girl...
my thinking is 100% negative toward LOVE...
so i decided to throw away the negative
and become positive Albee..
Albee or not Albee, thats the question...

----today i wrote something in my little notebook
i m going to traslate into my broken english
and write here...
I m very happy that i can make u happy indirectly..
although i will not love u anymore,but dun worry...
u will be in a corner that hide in my deep heart......
I think it was my illusion...because i could smelt u....
terrible feeelingzz........

----Mr.Kelvin will get his whole space n time....
because i decided not to disturb him anymore.....
excluded i need him to fetch me....
because yeeyin say,ppl in love need privacy...
so i m trying to control myself to less disturb him...
i hope u can happy ever after....love you,B.

----Today,i have a conversation with miss Vivian..
After it, she give me a suggestion and i m going to on it..
accept the HIM who i like him 50%........
waiting for the HIM appear in my life...........

----i m so care about my LOVE,
because i had heard so many love story today...
they have so many romantic life....
how about me?why don't i just have a life like them?
they are so happy.........
so...Albee,u have to be positive!!!!^^

----i want to study,i don't want to work..
PR or event management?
TW or MY?

---- i want to be a cool dressing girl...
1stly must start from hair 1st......
curly or straight?
rebonding 1st or dye 1st?
who can tell me the answer????

----i found a man that is a good man...
i know i can love him very much..
but i stopped myself that day...and i destroy it tooo..
NOW,i feel very regret,hope he will come back to me..
As Shaine said,
if he is not urs,he is not going to be urs..
if he is urs, nobody can stopped it...
the important thing is u have try ur best to get ur love.....
shaine,u make me awake!!!!love u so much:)) thank you..

----i love a phone in branded CSL,
and it is pink in colour and only in RM200...
i dunno wat is CSL,
then today i only know it is a MY brand....
still considering want buy onot.....
love it because it is cute....

----everytime when i break, i will go ss Zen...
because i have my new friend there....
i love them so much......
i hope i can work there with them....
a place that have no pressure no big rules..
only happy n crazy there.......
but, they are full...cannot hire any parttime anymore...
feel so sad bout it:(( but nvm...
i still can break over there, with a FREE greentea..

----i want to watch Hai Pai Tian Xin..
But i cant download....computer sot jor.....
i want to watch arrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!

---- i am waiting for my salary...
then i will be shopaholic at least once a week...
i love to be shopaholic.....
set my new hair, buy clothes, high tea, movie, sing k...
oh my....i just cant wait for it!!!!!!!
8 days more...
then i can run away from this horrible G brand...
and i wont come back anymore. i Swear :)))

BB学车

今天星期日，
我睡到中午十二点正，
最近我一睡醒，就会觉得好累.....
可能是因为工作吧....

两点，uncle又要来载我去学车...
经过昨天的学车，真的放松好多....
驾车也不会难嘛..^^
只要听uncle的话，一切都会顺顺利利...

开始担心，我考车的时候，好像没有uncle的wor..
怎么办？？uncle说会训练我自己懂怎么在路上走...
相信他，自己心里也比较好...
今天一路没有什么死火....
这两天，uncle都说我驾车很稳，下次要教我parking了...
好开心，我一定要努力把车学好，不能以两个姐姐为榜样...

我驾车稳归稳，uncle睡着了似的...
完全没有理我..算了，可能他很累了...
驾车的时候，我也好想睡哦.....
习惯了吧...每次都是当乘客，都可以放心睡...哈哈...

我要赶快当司机！！！
不用靠别人，可以载朋友出去玩~~~呵呵~~~

复杂心情

刚刚看桃花小妹的最后一集，
史朗说的那两句话，好动听哦....
我好感动哦......

“相信我，不管你踢到哪里，我一定可以接到..”
“不管发生什么事情，我都有办法解决的...”

我听完，眼睛里满满的泪水...
原本为他们担心的心情，全都没了，而且好感动哦....

为什么？为什么看完这些感动的戏就要哭？

现在我的心情好复杂...
因为，我不喜欢哭，感觉一点都不好...
但是又无法抗拒会让我感动落泪的戏...

看，又会哭，不看，又会不开心...
那要看，还是不要看呢？

呜呜呜呜~~~~

工作记录

做工第七天,
终于一个星期了...卡青卡青~~^^[counter's sound~]
剪了头发之后，我变得没有那么成熟了.....
不知道什么感觉，做工的partner很讨厌我得新头发 ...
因为很乱，哈哈哈哈~~~

第八天，
我很不开心，因为我不小心跟我柜台对面的新朋友吵架...
我没有了那班新朋友...T.T

第九天，
孤独自己一个人面对所有事情，慢慢的习惯这一切...

第十天，
依莹陪我一起上班，让我好开心好开心....
有人陪我吃饭，陪我讲话....

第十一天，
今天没有依莹陪我，又是自己一个人...
那个partner弄我哭了...好可怜哦...
但是，我和我对面的新朋友又好回了~~开心又伤心~
[esther]
[maymay]
[steven]
今天龄最后一天上楼下的班~
我真正认识了楼下那一班朋友~
龄没被作弄，还好...哈哈....

offday

今天是我做工的off day~~
就在这美妙的一天，
凯威带我和大姐去剪头发~~~

不知道为什么的，i call along Torng
[i also dunno why i use english,juz suddenly dunwan write chinese.]

then i cut a new hair~~[好看吗？]
then i become a KID..[dunno i like or don like..]

then we go eat ICHIBAN..[wat again..]

[老大与我]

[我]

[老大与我]


[不要酱看我嘛~~人家会害羞的-.-]
then we go hang gai,torng buy jor her new bag to college..
oh my...i love that bag since my sister let me saw it..
but, that is last one in that MNG shop..
how?? i dun need that bag actually,so let torng buy lo..

i want that bag...buy or dun buy?
[if got at another shop then buy lo-.-]

then at night,we go fetch MOGU,
then we go yam cha at Chandran.....

i m very Happy today^^
tomoro need work!!! +U!!!!

累

工作真的很累..
其实，做工一点都不累，
每一次累，都是因为ktm...唉~

第五天，今天我做full shift,
但是，因为一些原因，我迟到，
搞得我，工作的时候，神不守舍...
结果，我打爆了一罐香水...
还好那罐香水是全部里面最便宜的....rm237
只是一枝tester，原本是可以不用赔的..
但是，我的无良老板....还没有决定要还是不要赔~~
等咯~~

由于人手不够，我临时找了依莹来当part time~
我只想到她，因为只有她问过我，有没有工...

第六天，今天我做full shift,
不懂怎么说？很烦....
很难选择...

工作很烦~~~啊啊啊~~~
我爱什么牌子？？？

albee!!gambateh!!!

我的工作，不知道要说辛苦，还是怎样...
才四天，我就觉得怪怪地...

第一天，一切都非常顺利~
我也很开心~
我努力学习所有kak Sue要我做的每一件事情~
她X的运吉的白痴！！
我昨天才说了我有做工，哪家没脑的小孩打来说要来我家...
!@###$%%%%##@#@
不要怪我骂你，你应得的...
小心我烧了那本书！！鸡蛋你啊...去死啦！！
回家后，跟姐姐吵架...
三更半夜在客厅哭了一整晚~

第二天，不顺利，一点都不顺利..
我从来不带身份证出街..[因为不见太多次了，被马麻禁止~]
做工需要到身份证，害得我跑回家拿身份证，再回来...
很累，但是有一个运吉的臭丫头..
麻烦我帮她写信...
写信，我ok阿...但是你也得说清楚要写什么啊...
不可以打给我？要我回你？
你有听过麻烦人家吃剩饭，还要人家付钱吗？-.-

第三天，等待pass做好的同时，必须使用special pass,
为了不用跟人家挣，我一大早就去上班，
做了full shift...好累好累哦~~~
今天认识了真正的kak SuE,跟她当了好朋友...

第四天，睡眠不足，生病...要生不死的...
kak Sue很想要我，长期为她打工，
但是，clinique已经book了我的二月，所以我拒绝了她..
还介绍了龄给她，当二月的part time..
由于，我拒绝了她，所以她不开心...我不知道怎么办..
除此之外，今天我失去了忍耐度，
跟一个小朋友吵架...[虽然他大过我九个月..]
对不起...我应该容忍小孩...

今天还有白撞的人，来搭讪本小姐..
不好意思，我对没有兴趣的人很冷的...
龄还说想看那个人是谁，那么大胆...
还说，原来我们家ALBEE也是有价钱，有PRICE TAG的..
厄厄厄厄...
是我没告诉你而已好不好，说得我毫无价值似的...

还有，今天被supervisor骂...
要回puihin的msg的时候，被她看见...被警告了...
我承认我有错，我道歉，
但是，早上breathing的时候，才说了不可以讲话..
我都没有讲话，旁边所有的讲话都没有被骂...
我躲起来按电话就被骂..T.T
算了..命运要我被骂，就要被骂....

今天的吵架事件，拒绝事件，搭讪时间，被骂事件
让我觉得很不开心....
让我对我的工作产生了恐惧...不喜欢害怕的感觉...

为了钱，为了香奈儿~
陈洁颍！！！加油！！！！

恭喜两百篇^^

恭喜恭喜~~
这是第两百篇，我的日记~~
哈哈~~好开心~~~两百篇了~

今天陪凯威收拾行李，
那位大少爷即将要飞了~~跟家人去旅行阿~
只是几天游，但是搞得像RAIN出国一样...aiyoo..

真的！搞得像每天都要走fashion show一样..
算了，认识他的人都一定明白我在说什么的...

明天要上班了，好紧张..
因为我没有真正接触过这新的品牌..
所以要重新适应新老板和新的保养品，化装品...
不过如果适应不来，我也无所谓..
反正我只是帮她代代班~

二月，我一定会回去我的C品牌~
我比较认识，比较熟悉~~^^

开春第一疯狂购物

今天很懒出去，不想起床~
但是没有办法~约了两个老板和一个龄龄[一个？xD]
原本十一点，带着姐姐出发~[带着？xD]
但是，被父母带着去吃早餐~~~[他们也很迟醒~xD]

十二点，才匆匆忙忙的搭上火车，往mid V 出发~
首先，我先去见老板们~唉...
G老板超难伺候，C老板则容易多了...

处理完所有工作事之后呢~我就跟姐姐老大一起去逛街~
哈哈哈哈！！看见我“哈”那么多次~就代表我又有战利品了~
不过，今天是姐姐老大买单~~哇卡卡卡！！！

[漂亮的老大^^今天特别漂亮(今天说得特别情愿~)]
今天我们都穿“阿婆装”~我还好，她穿睡衣出街-.-

姐姐老大买了...
我买了...
[本来打好了，最后决定保密..删完了..]

[zara最大的更衣室，大概可以四，五个人开一字马]
[其他的连半只马都开不到]
只能说我们今天在GAP和Zara花了钱~~

带不够现金，刷了姐姐老大的卡~感觉好爽哦~~

请不用为我姐姐老大担心~
因为我知道，下一次就轮到她拿我的卡去刷了..T.T

“今天是龄龄第一天上班，身为好姐妹地我，当然得去捧场捧场”
以后我和她就一起去上班了~~~我超幸福~~
我有好多好姐妹陪我一起上班~

今天我真的开心~因为收到姐姐老大的大礼物，
人家买和自己买，感觉是不同的~

**我很喜欢收礼物[看对象]，因为我很喜欢送礼物[看对象]
看见他因为你的礼物而开心的时候，你就会觉得“好值得哦~”
**我也很喜欢自己买礼物给自己，很开心自己有能力可以讨好自己^^


今天大丰收~~开心~~^^
一月一日，开春第一疯狂购物~~
新年快乐~