♥ aaow..

when you are in love you cant fall asleep,

because reality is better than your dream....

is so difficult to spend a day without you

dear♥

x.o.x.o ♥

Today i woke up at 2 something almost 3....=P

after a night of thinking........
finally i realize something.........

actually,i know it before we agree everything......
i should not have those feelingz de.......

i said i will try my best to be a good girl.....
i said i will love him as much as i can.......

i hate you...
yesterday your call make me too excited^^,
make me cant sleep=3= because of you.......

but dear.......................
i love you ♥

x.o.x.o
dear B

memories kill Future

Sometime memories kill Future..... do you agree?
please believe me, it is TRUE............

i dun wan you to talk about last time.....

i feel scare to think about last time,
because i will hate you if i flash back......
i cried... i scare... i love before....

everything is just WOW, so fast.....

in just a second, we are in love....
but i feel scare because i donno what will happen tomoro...
mayb there are a WOW again?
tomoro he said sorry no thanks...
then what can i do?




Albee Chin!!!!!!!!!!
kelvin said, dun fly too high..........please remember it.......
and BE POSITIVE.....


*feel sot now, because i am messed up myself here
and console myself pula.......

happy

Yesterday i did a lot of thing...............

i went santuary last night, unluckyly that i met shaine........

i told everyone last night erm except ah lai.......
(cant imagin his reaction after told him.......)

last night, we've been together.....
we talk we walk we drink we watch movie
a lot a lot.....................

i am happy yesterday.............................

吓

请不要吓我，我受不了惊吓....

拜托拜托.....

1st ♥

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新身份证号码........^^
明白的，请举手~~~~~~~~有礼物拿~~

he trying to kill me, i know.....
but is ok........

i love him♥

♥

Today 2 am

Do not doubt me, is not allowed=P

满足

做工好累好累哦.............
昨天晚上和凯威讲电话，讲到睡着了.......=P 不好意思~
绝对不是因为太无聊还是什么什么的....
是因为我真的很累~~哈哈......

一整个早上也一直唱歌唱歌，疯疯癫癫的~~哈哈！
今天的妆特别地浓......因为caren...她逼的....
十分钟一通电话，要我检查这个，检查那个....
哈哈...她好紧张哦........害得我也捏一把冷汗.....
因为今天，老板来巡逻~ 所以搞得我团团转~

今天起床头痛，我知道我生病了...... 额头热热的.......
所以我今天用了albee专用医病法~

以毒攻毒~~

哈哈~ 今天吃了咕噜肉和豆腐~
之后，晚餐吃XXL炸鸡排~~~还要额外加超辣~~

哇哈哈哈~~~~

好开心~ 好满足~^^

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姓黄的...............(对，我指的就是你们！！)

我没事~ 不要那么紧张，好吗？哈哈！

我早就不是以前那个傻婆了~

不是我想说，不过我真的成熟很多了！！（害羞...）

我长大了，也会想了... 有事会自己解决的.......

解决不了的话，大不了抱着你们大哭一场就没事啦~

谢谢你们这么爱我，我很珍惜，谢谢老天让我拥有你们....

我也爱你们.................muackzz~

72hours

其实，是不是72个小时过了.................

一切就会变回原点？

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如果是真的话，那我不想后悔...........



给<害怕别人说喜欢你的人>，


可能你不喜欢听，可是，对不起，请听...................






对不起，我又爱上你了..........怎么办？

AlbeeChin上



*O.S
其实，今天，有一个人和我谈了一堆人生大道理...
如果不是因为你，我不会想开.....
是你教我，做人不可以让自己后悔，
至少你开过口...说过，讲过...

Caren,谢谢你......................

睡不着地作品

每一次，我要来这里写日记的时候，总是有阻碍的.....
不知道这次可以成功的打完这篇东西吗？呵呵.....

这几天，我觉得我过得还蛮ok的........
可是，一种无形的压力一直让我喘不过气来........
就是我的家，我家的每一个成员.....

我的马麻，
对我来说，她不是一个好马麻....
原因很简单，因为...
她不喜欢帮我交学费，还要我用自己的钱来当零用...

通常人们看到这种原因，一定觉得...
我是一个败家女，我是不孝女，blah blah blah.........

可是，又有谁知道？
这个女孩真正讨厌的不是因为钱，而是因为待遇....

这个小女孩一直不明白，
为什么她的姐姐们的学费可以不用自己给，
零用钱是自己的双倍，还有一张无限交通卡，
而且从小到大不曾出去工作，她们还可以得到一堆想要的东西.....
就是因为这样，造成了，她，有非常严重的，心里不平衡....

那天，麻马来问我，算是盘问吧.........
我告诉她，我的钱花光了....没有钱交学费...（当然，我在说骗话）
不过马麻相信我，
不过她没有因此而给我钱，反而，骂了我一顿.....
“你的钱，去了哪里？全都花光了？”
我直点头.....
“你每天出去玩，钱当然一下子就流完了”我沉默~
“为什么你不可以好像姐姐那样，出去玩不会花到自己的钱？”
我三条线直下.....我姐当然没有花到自己的钱啊！！你给她的嘛！！-.-

我什么都没有说，只是回去自己的房间坐着，
用一片空白的脑袋，静静的思考.................

我真的一直在想......我是不是当初走错路了？
如果，当初，我没有去工作的话，我的生活是不是会好过一点？
姐姐们，一直都说我很笨.....“谁叫你要出去工作.....”

我真的不懂.......不明白.........不了解..........为什么？
工作，有错吗？
可能，你觉得我独立....可能，你觉得我可以养活自己....

可是，你忘了吗？
从以前开始，我就觉得母爱，是用金钱来平衡的......
现在，没有了金钱的平衡，
我真的觉得自己在家里......没有存在感....

这就是我无形中的压力....
我不知道，我应该从此努力工作，自己养自己，
还是不再工作，找回自己的存在感？

*写得很白痴，不过应该没有人可以明白我的心情.....*

wow day

today i home alone.....
because of yesterday night i ate the whole regular pizza...
so i din feel any hungry when morning and afternoon.....

then kelvin call me out to accompany him to do his homework..
i say ok.....
then pity YY have to stay home and sleep............
and he said he want to train to become a stone pula......haha.....

then our Kelvin say 1.45 come fetch me......
then he was late........i wait him until 3.15 i think...
i decided to stop waiting him there, and think,
why i am so stupid and sit there for few hours to wait him with doing nothing?

then i call back YY...but he is helping his mom to do house workT.T
so suddenly i feel hungry jor worr......................
kelvin and YY both are not coming wor.................how???
then i wait die lo......................

but so lucky that, YY came.............cook fried rice for me..............
although that rice NO TASTE at all...but smell good~
i finish it all o................ YY got help also laa........
then after that we watch the HK drama....
until i realize i need to learn drive today.....
but YY refuse to teach me =3= so bad............

then after blah blah blah,
then we go hang out at outside with no destination.....
lastly we decide to go jusco in Desa Park City...
then we bought icecream and milk and picnic at there..................

nothing to do there.........we just look around see wat people doing...
then we start to take photo at there.......
find the ham dan and take a lot of ham dan's photo......
so niceeeeee.................. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :))

then YY bring me and my sister go buy dinner at JinJang night market...
wow.............. i love stingy tofu~~~~~
we bought a lot of food there then have our dinner at my home.....
of course, my sister and me cannot finish all of the food...
then YY ate it allllllll..................ALL o...............
hahaa....... so geng.................lastly YY WIN!!!! hahaha........

we bought Asam Laksa, Bopia, herbal egg, stingy tofu, fried chicken,
nuts crepes, cha gui tiao, and two drinks............
and our YY almost eat it all.............
HAHAHAAA!!!!! so happy to see him eat a lot..........=P

to YY>nvm laa........... next time diet together,ok? dun scare ahh........

荆棘里的花

我 像散落在野地里的沙
唤 也唤不回了过往
手心里的滚烫
不是倔强
遍体麟伤

*抱 拥抱算不算你的回答
爱 是真的还是伪装
沉默不说谎话
不是退让
往爱的方向固执的抵抗

像开在荆棘里的花
细雨中飘香
相信爱在某个地方
会种下芬芳
盛开在荆棘里的花
越是流泪越仰望
爱是一步一步坚强
奋不顾身的绽放

Repeat from *

盛开的花
开在荆棘的花

像开在荆棘里的花
细雨中飘香
相信爱在某个地方
会种下芬芳
盛开在荆棘里的花
越是流泪越仰望
爱就是一步一步坚强
奋不顾身的绽放

荆棘里的花
盛开的花

fine or not fine

其实今天还有发生一件不开心的事情，

谢谢我的朋友陪伴我.....................

上午，感谢我的march psycho,

晚上，感谢我们家黄先生..........................

凯威，我明白你觉得你的话会伤到我......

可是，如果不是你的话，我怎么会认清事实呢？

你说地，都是事实.......

不过我很开心，

今天才发现，我和你又回到了以前的生活，

你和我一起失恋.............

我们一起狂吃................

我们一起增肥.................

之后又一起减肥............

你帮我解决问题，我替你解决难题..........

我明白，你一时间，没有办法接受自己单身........

可是相信我，时间会帮你的~~

黄凯威，

虽然你很臭屁，可是你说得对，的确没有人可以取代你的....

谢谢你，有你真好........

言语沟通

人类，尤其是女人，最抗拒不了的就是，浪漫.........

今天发生了一件事，

就只是一个普通的小表白，

我就觉得，我的心就快要被打动了..............

好可怕哦........

这就让我领悟到一件事，

其实，一个女人，要的也只是关爱....

光是动作是证明不了什么的........

言语才是人类与人类之间的沟通桥梁......

原来，表白如果说得感动一点，是可以有效的......